I woke up to pain, that is you –
Woke up to pillows hugged and sad lullabies on repeat.
This huge gravity of realization,
Of sensory experience pulling me back to being human.
And I realized,
You are the same person I’d keep myself from loving
And the man I’d attach myself to when they ask me of commitments.
You are the exact face I see in bliss
And the same face I see behind the blur of tears.
The man that had long led me here, blindly;
And the man that left me without a word